This weekend was really fun. I got to spend time with the guys (Jonathon and BJ only this time) I got to watch a play at ayla's school which was assume! I liked the elephant man though he didn't do much. That was Friday . . . and by the way Ayla sorry I was late. On Sat I woke up early, Bj was off for fire practice (firemen training) and I fell asleep again at 8. Woke up at about 10 I think it was or 11 and called Ayla. Walked around with her for awhile then headed back to Laura's with her and Ty. For the rest of the day we watched a funny show called Little Britain? I think t was. Anyways it was pretty funny and a lil disturbing but otherwise it was pretty cool. Then I walked Ayla back to the bus stop. "I love you" sticks to everything you know. The rest of the Sunday I played D&D with BJ and drove around in his car. This weekend. Was fun and I got to see Ayla so it was great!

I haven't entered anything in here for a very long while, a great many things have transpired since I last put in an entry but ill keep the best memories for me I feel like hording them and being selfish so Psh. Today so far has gone pretty much astray. I didn't go to Point Roberts to see my friend BJ (Don't be dirty now) cause well, it's complicated and I made a horrible mistake there once, (End of my alcohol abuse) I don't much want to get into it on Deviant lol. Those close to me understand what it is that happened. My regret. Today is a sour day. My mistakes written all over it. I spent most of the day sleeping and I'm still tired (I have the flu too imagine that) so I will take a rest for awhile in a bit. For some reason though I have an awful sense of loneliness tonight. It's past midnight now; I suppose I'm just tired though. Rather exhausted from school, raw work which I will have to continue in a little while now that I've thought of it. I don't have the time to sleep lol. I feel like I've become a work buried in papers lol. Anyways thank you everyone! Hope your day was better then mine cause today blew chunks like I've never seen lol.

I'm behind while I write this by several days and several hours but this was the soonest chance I got to write. I spent my entire weekend with Ayla and it was breath taking the whole time. I picked her up first on Friday at 7:00 then we just went to my grandparent’s house since we were in the area and visited for awhile. We snuggled on the couch wasn't much else to do really and I like to snuggle with Ayla. My memory is foggy but we didn't really do that much that night . . . Saturday morning came soon enough. For the better part of the day we teased each other and joked around, I had lots of fun with her and her great since of humor lol. That night was the dance, I can say the name of it but I couldn’t spell it for the life of me. It was a county dance I think. We both dressed up which she thanked me for a couple dozen times (But I think we all know that she doesn’t need to thank me) I don't usually dress up fancy, not that I don't like it or anything but I just don't have many occasions where I have to or I need to. Ayla though had just gotten her hair cut really short, nearly a foot of hair I think it was. Now it’s down a little past her jaw line. It's really cute! She borrowed Devan's (One of my best friends) dresses. She was beautiful. She's always beautiful. I could write more but I want to end it here with how beautiful you are and that I love you Ayla, I truly do, Thank you so much for the most wonderful weekend and the wonderful dance.

This weekend was another perfect weekend, different from the rest but still just as great. First off on Friday Laura came over with Tyler; I walked down to the high school to pick them up after I went for groceries. When we got back to my place we basically didn’t do much Ty played Halo and snuggled with Laura (Aww) until his sister and her boyfriend came to pick him up. Laura and I then headed out to my dads place. Laura set me up on this deviant account that’s before you now. (Thank you Laura!) Then we basically player on the computer till 1:30 in the morning or at least I did. She fell asleep around 11 “0” clock. She woke up at 1:30 though and moved into the living room lol. I didn’t stay on much longer after that. Just finished up what is was that I had been doing. Can’t recall.
Then Saturday hit! Laura and I got back over my house early in the morning. Devyn was coming to pick us up after she had picked up Ayla (I love you Ayla, the girl I’m helplessly in love with. This weekend was for her, she was having her birthday party at Devyn’s house. The rest of the time spent at Devyn’s house for me was nothing less then perfect. I spent every second I could with Ayla from passing out on the couch from exhaustion near four in the morning to waking up at least at nine to see her walk round the corner to when she finally had to be taken home. The only single bad/worst part of the day but at the same time one of the best part of the day when she whispered in my ear. *I won’t forget Ayla I love you*