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A week all my own I’ve never felt so alone
This clouds never distill, sleep it cannot come
My mind is pulled awake from the pains I intake
My mind is in pieces and my skull cracking
My soul is up lifting searching for an end
Have to keep my self held upright
Before I do something dumb, cause I can hear the blood
Pumping away, in my veins
Best wither away then to feel that of cold steel

Just one lonely week, ill never distill
Just one lonely weekend till
I can see you again, when will that be?
A month or two maybe three

I’m all alone this feeling I can’t suppress
I don’t know why cause I know your coming by
Sometimes I feel like I wana die
But I think of you and hold me high
Give my legs the strength to stand, to fight until I die

When I do just leave me there please
Don’t pick me up in the end
Cause it will be my time to rest

And ill think of this lonely sigh
So many years ago I can feel
The same I did this day
When I die
I’ll remember this lonely weekend and sigh
Not the same, that lonely weekend was a force beyond death
It would hurt more to feel alone then to be the one.
Dead

So ill hold your hand until that day comes and I find death
Until then, this lonely weekend will be my worst end
©2006-2009 ~Benevlentshadow
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:iconbeyondinsanity:
Shane this is a rather sad peice of work . . . good . . . but sad >< I hope you feel better Ayla misses you too and dont worry I'll take good care of her ^^ she is here with me now.

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- I took a shortcut through blood just to get to you -
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:P I miss her so much . . .

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~Live your own life because you die your own death~
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lmao, yeah I miss her when I dont get to see her to >< I miss my Tyler a shit load right now though. We went to the beach and looked at the moon for a while and all I could think about was him >< I mean I love to think about him ^^ he gives me a reason to continue a fight I cant winn and know it >< however I think that he is the only reason that I think of my future . . . you know how that is? . . . Its strange to say, but when I think about the future the only one that I could ever picture being there is him. . . do you think thats a little strange? or am I going overboard thinking of the future? Do you think that he does?

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- I took a shortcut through blood just to get to you -
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Sorry your away from her. But I feel your pain all to well. I know how it goes with long distance relationships being in one right now. Its been about three years for Kaycee and I. Almost half of that has been spent long distance. We see each other just as rarely as you an Ayla. But you'll pull through it. Just have to be strong and remember all the great times you've had with her. It sucks being alone but just work through it and you will have a lifetime with her.
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I'm sorry you feel so lonely..but listen to Paul, he knows :D I get to see you soon anyways!

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90% Of This Game Is Half Mental
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A Okee!

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~Live your own life because you die your own death~
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You are wise beyond your years Paul indeed you are. Your wisdom I take in, thank you man, it means alot to me. Friend of Friends and Friend of me you shall ever be MuHA!

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~Live your own life because you die your own death~
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It's not strange I do the same with Ayla, the future is always changing and every possiblitly is likely. When something changes you simply alter your plans a little bit. Etch Ty in your future but never subcome to think that it may need to be changed, but have faith and believe thats all I can say. You two are great for each other, your both odd lol. Anyways if you love him keep him in the future, if not douse him n kerosene and BURN HIM. (I never wrote that . . . )

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~Live your own life because you die your own death~
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lmao he has always been in my picture of the future but it is his decision to be there ^^ so we will see what happens ^^

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